Below is what I wanted to put into my about me, but seems too long for everyone to read, it's my feelings now too, not bad to put it on another post, huh? :>

"I am a very ordinary person, too ordinary to just discover that I am ordinary enough to be approaching 30s and yet too naive to believe that dreams could come true if you keep wishing for it; could help people if you have the desire to; could have a baby when you love and cares children, could catch the chances when you are ready... NO!!! perhaps....... to plan it and work it out bit by bit... :>"

I attach this photo because it reflects my mood now. Seems I am struggling to grow up but I am too fortunate to have a chance to "grow up", yet the more I try to know, the less I could do........